Momentary laps of Reality

Im alex.
Ran by kassandra barrett
im 17. and just bearly growing up

Letter to the ex ;)

should have done this two weeks ago.

the real truth is. i can do so much better then you. you just fucked up in every direction. the constant cheating, lying drugs. know knows you like i know you. remember the night before your schoolies. you said i was everything you ever wanted. then you went and sleep with to people there. you came back and said things would be different. you lied again. slept with someone else. i moved away. you said you’d be there for me. and two weeks after i moved back. i found out you fucked around once again.

Looking at this shit now. i realized i should of stayed the way i was. atleast i had fun. atleast people could spend time with me. you’re never going to change. and for that. i hope you life is full of happiness., everything that bad happened was your fault. i sat there and thought you would change, but you didn’t. thank you for letting me go, because now, i get to be the person i always wanted to be, who i should have been from the start. on a better note. you made me such a stronger person to realize not to take the first half decent girl to come my way.

I hope this letter made people realize the real you. and maybe just maybe. you’ll get the picture. I’m becoming what you made me hide for 3 years :)

Wed Oct 26
Notes

I don’t tell her close enough to how important she is. But seriously, when i neeed her the most. she is there for me. she is the most important thing in my life. i know its not our six months quite yet, but i thought i’d write you something,

2 years ago, i met you. ever since then there has been no looking back, We have had so many amazing times. and i reckon we are going to have so many more. i just wanted to say how much you mean.

i love you kassandra ann barrett